It’s the in between that drives us mad.
You deserve someone who would jump fences to be with you not someone who is on the fence about being with you.
Tonight’s feeling: I miss chilling(and drinking) with my friends :(
Wardrobe woes 1.: Forgot to look at the measurements of the top while online shopping and ended up buying a crop top. How smart. Sigh, I love this pretty top but I am not brave/crazy enough to wear this out like that!!
Thank God I have no readers.
I don’t understand how you could do such things. You were a good friend in the past who knew so many things about me; my likes and dislikes and my agony. Now we’ve drifted apart and you’re adding on to my agony which you clearly knew about. I wished I had the guts to talk to you about it. To ask if you’ve forgotten all the things we talked about when I stayed over at your place, I want to know. God, help me to forgive her.
Today started out really bad for me. I had to constantly remind myself to not think about things. I guess it works for awhile.. Until later on in the night. I cried my heart out in bed like a crybaby I always am. Sigh. Really could not stand crying under my blanket, so best friend came to meet me under my blk. It was such a big relief for me to be able to pour my heart out and get such simple understanding, care and concern from a friend. I am grateful and so thankful for what I heard at the end of a supposedly bad day. It is saved :)
But there is still tomorrow, the day after next, next 2 days, next 3 days… I don’t know when I’ll be okay again, all I know is that it’s gonna be a long, long journey.
Dear God, you know our hearts and I pray you keep us together till the end.