It’ll all get better in time.. Go forward, Joyna. There’s no more turning back.
Close some doors today. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance but simply because they lead to nowhere.
I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk.
I become such a monster when I miss you.
I hated this. I hated knowing what I wanted and knowing what was right and knowing they weren’t the same thing.
I just wanna go on more adventures. Be around good energy. Connect with people. Learn new things. Grow.
"Most importantly, she grew tired of the mindless chatter and stale promises.
Growing to be accustomed to the idea of solitude, she constantly craved for it - like a slow sinful addiction ready to devour her at any given opportunity.
And with time, she realized that she could walk steadily without any form of dependence.
That was what scared her the most. It was all or nothing.”